Change.

Today I feel weak-- mentally crushed, emotionally drained. Do I lie here and accept that maybe things have changed? Sometimes I want to give in, other times I dont. Eventually I do, cos Im weak and I need you. Eventually, things will get worse and I will hang on still. Because we said we would, we promised to. You used to say, dont worry everything's okay. You used to hold me till I wake. It used to upset you when I cry. Now it annoys you, now you need your sleep. Now you're tired and you're angered easily. I used to be fragile when I needed you around. Now Im selfish I dont care about your needs. You used to worry about me you wouldnt sleep. Now im worried I couldnt wake you when Im in need. Its all about me that's why I dont ask of you anything. I wouldnt dare, I know you care. It's just sometimes it just gets harder to feel it there. I know you love me but some things have changed. I love you too and Id certainly take this changes than to let you go. Its not a choice, I dont have an option. People get tired and Im sorry it had to be you. Im sorry things got old and Im too much for you. Our love is true I dont doubt you. Sometimes it takes more than I love you, and sometimes your words hurt more than it meant to. I dont blame you, I never did. You're always an angel in my eyes. Sometimes I dont see you, but I know youre there. When youre presence is not there to assure me I just get scared. Eventually you'd make it alright, I know, It's just taking longer than I thought it would. Right now, I will learn to need you less if you want me to. I cant promise I will succeed, but I will try. Goodnight, my love, Id like you to know youre in my wishes for every fallen eyelash.